This is my last post here. I've moved my blog to LiveJournal.

The link is http://www.livejournal.com/users/aircraftkiller

If you did, indeed, have me linked - you'll need to change it over.

I woke up to an overcast sky today. Grey outside, light rain, signs of a front moving through.

It wasn't like this last night... No hints that anything was coming. Nothing on radar, either...

It only happened after I spoke with those two.

Weird.

I stayed up way too late again, as it's now 3:40 AM and I most likely will have to work tomorrow... Err, today...

But hey, it was worth it. Got to speak with Rei and Leslie by voice for about an hour and a half, which was pretty damn cool. Might be able to do it later today if I'm not a walking zombie from lack of sleep...

Sleep... need sleeep...

I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
I don't care 'cause I'm not there
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow
Again and again I've taken too much
Of the things that cost you too much
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

When I was a very small boy,
Very small boys talked to me
Now that we've grown up together
They're afraid of what they see
That's the price that we all pay
Our valued destiny comes to nothing
I can't tell you where we're going
I guess there was just no way of knowing
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
The chances are we've gone too far
You took my time and you took my money
Now I fear you've left me standing
In a world that's so demanding
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

I'm so lonely on my way,
Waiting for a better day.
Only one thing left behind:
A world of lust and crime.

There's no place for me to hide.
I don't know what's wrong or right.
Pain and sorrow in my mind;
A world of lust and crime.

See the wise man in the graveyard;
Scream and cry the different story.
Lonely people in his old park
Know the answer just for everything.

Love turns a friendly card.
With a different story it'll open your heart.
Forever love is a endless game.
You don't have to worry 'cause it's easy to play.

There's a chance for me and you,
Making all our dreams come true.
Trust enough and you won't find
A world of lust and crime.

See the wise man in the graveyard;
Scream and cry the different story.
Lonely people in his old park
Know the answer just for everything.

Love turns a friendly card.
With a different story it'll open your heart.
Forever love is a endless game.
You don't have to worry 'cause it's easy to play.

See the wise man in the graveyard;
Scream and cry the different story.
Lonely people in his old park
Know the light of hope and glory.

Leslie was talking to me earlier, and we got to the subject of photographs again.. I took another one for her.



That's me with my $20 Sony MDR-CD180 headphones, listening to music.

Looks like I get to spend a good part of tomorrow cleaning out my Chevy Lumina. I need to vacuum the carpet and treat it with the carpet cleaner...

Then clean the windows, wash the outside, and go get a new battery for it...

Nothing absurdly difficult, just touching up a good car that needs some attention.

I'm really tired right now. Almost enough to just go to sleep. Normally I don't "just get tired" like this...

I'm going hunting for another job, and soon. After quitting with Sprint doing contractor work for laying down phone lines, I'll be happy to find anything decent around here.

Hopefully I can find somewhere to be employed. Preferably with 3D art... I've spent almost two years working in Max and all I'm waiting for is a call from a game company to work with them. Unfortunately, that doesn't seem to be happening soon.

On another note, I think the bay is screwed up right now. The water level has been at least a six inches lower for the past two days. The shore is a bit bigger than it was last week.

I think we're not getting enough rain, or something.

It's a pretty cool feeling to learn that someone you've known for two years might just be one of the best friends you'll ever have in life.

Surprising as to how much I overlooked Rei through that time. Not anymore. I do recall it being my job to make sure she's alright in life, and I intend to carry out on my promises.

And so, life goes on.

Apart from former friends playing turncoat on me, things aren't going so bad lately.

There's only been one thing that concerns me at the present moment - I can't figure out where my crystal went. About four years ago, I suddenly had this clear crystal with me. I don't know where it came from. I don't know how I got it. I don't know why I had it. I just had it...

After that dream I had of Lynne, it disappeared. I could swear it was on my desk, in front of my monitor, where it always was. After that dream, it was gone. I haven't found it since.

I suppose I'll find out what this all means, soon enough.

Speaking of friends, though... Rei asked me to take a picture of myself for one of her friends who was staying the night over there, so hey, why not... I took this today.



I think I look decent enough. I didn't take a shower today, just too busy with work and life in general... My hair does this weird thing. It used to be blonde when I was younger, around 4-8 years old... Then it turned a medium brown color like it is in that picture.

Whenever I go into the sun, it turns light brown, almost blonde. When I take a shower, it turns dark brown, then turns blonde as it dries out... Then turns medium brown again with blonde streaks through it.

Just seems weird to me...