Skies Above

My random thoughts, ideas, and just me.

Friday, May 02, 2003

It was amazingly fogged over this morning. I couldn't even see across the street. The fog must be a product of the ocean and the wind currents at night... It sure as hell choked up everything.

This place, while being wonderful to live in, is rather strange. I invite anyone who lives around this area to drive up US Highway 85 to Crestview around 1 AM... Tell me if the forests along that 15 mile stretch of road do not instill fear in you. I know they do for me. It's like the forests here have more energy than most normal living things would. It seems amplified at night, and I could swear that I've seen the eyes of demons in said forest, watching and waiting.

Yes, I do believe in the supernatural. I've seen and know a lot about paranormal experiences. I've seen a UFO before, I've seen electromagnetic disturbances (Or actually sensed them, don't ask how.) and other strange things.

For those of you who refuse to believe in the possibilities of the supernatural, or of extraterrastrial life - the biggest mistake the human race could make, is to believe that our miniscule amount of knowledge of this universe and how it works is the limit of the universe itself. We know so little, yet we assume so much and disregard anything that seems illogical... But isn't logic based on the same limited knowledge we have?

Thursday, May 01, 2003

It was supposed to rain today. Too bad it didn't... I was hoping for rain. It'll come soon, though, one way or the other. Hurricane season is almost upon Florida, and we'll be seeing what nature can throw against us, once again.

One of the best things to do when a hurricane is passing by is to wait until it has basically left, and the clouds are racing along at like fifty miles an hour... With the trees being bent by the strong winds left over. It's an eerie atmosphere that permeates the air. Quite an impressive sight if you feel like staring at the surreal.

Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Well, according to the link that sailoreagle posted on her weblog...

These are the results for my test on the Dante's Inferno test.

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Very Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Crazy, fucked up, dreams are bad for you... Lets leave it at that.

Awesome day today. I'm thinking of heading down to the bay-shore and watch the water for a while. Perhaps even take a dive off the pier and swim for a while. Haven't had much time in the water except for sitting in the hot-tub out in the back yard.

Such a nice day...

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

Yeah, one thing I forgot to mention was that I (obviously) changed the layout for the weblog.

I was getting a bit sick of the other layout, so here we are. I prefer shades of blue and grey in what I read. Almost everything I write is blue\grey, and I wear blue\grey clothing more often than not. Call me a sucker for it, but it has a meaning behind it... Some people know what it is. Perhaps I'll share it with you someday.

Right now, though, it's time for me to go to sleep. I've had two hours of sleep and I need to pass out.

Listening to some random depressing rock song on the radio...

Fucking hell, I am tired. I had like two hours of sleep last night and I didn't get to sleep until 5:45 AM.

I feel like shit and am probably going throw up soon.

I hate this.

Monday, April 28, 2003

Listening to Fade to Black - Metallica remix by Apoptygma Berzerk

Today's another fine day. Haven't had time to post to the old weblog because the script was malfunctioning for a while. Looks like that got resolved, so everything is good now - I can add more stuff again.

I keep watching the bay across the street. It leads out to the Gulf of Mexico, which leads to the Atlantic Ocean and the rest of the world... I wonder what it's like in those other countries I haven't visited yet and have never seen before...

Sometimes I'd like to swim across the bay... Just to see if I could do it. Just to know if I had the inner strength and bodily strength required to swim a half-mile across a steady current of salt-water.

"Life it seems will fade away... Drifting further every day. Getting lost within myself, nothing matters, no one else... I have lost the will to live, simply nothing more to give. There is nothing more for me, I'm crying out to be set free..."