Well, yeah. You can see by the mood that I am in love... Damn, been a long, long time since I have felt that and have it be a two-way deal, instead of "well I love you but you don't care about me at all.. so I'll sit here in torment and get nowhere."
It seems her favorite saying would be "life is so much better with love, not without it." I totally agree. Like I said before, I'm the kind of man who can't go through life just loving others and being shunned in return... It depresses me to no end. Having the woman I always cared about back in my life again is, well... Words just don't describe it.
I wake up in the morning and I can look forward to the day ahead of me. I can smile, laugh, think positive... No more "oh well this day sucks like the day before it, and the day before that, and the day before that..." Eternal torment.
With that said, it's a great time to be alive. I thank God every day for what I have, now. I thank Him for the happiness I have, once more. I thank her, too, for being the biggest part of my life. The person I've thought about for years now. The person I've been looking for, waiting for, and caring for from a distance for the longest time.
The wait was worth it.
