Skies Above

My random thoughts, ideas, and just me.

Saturday, June 21, 2003

Hey, I was right; for a change. It rained a good part of the morning and almost all of the day, then a good part of the night - as well. Lord knows we need the rain here.

So busy with life... Maybe I'll just fall asleep and let my dreams carry me away.

Friday, June 20, 2003

Been up all night, again... I've got to get back to sleeping normally.

Storms are brewing on the horizon, strange to see something like that at this hour... Yellowish-blue light surrounding huge, dark clouds. Something says that when I wake up, it'll be raining again... A constant companion that I need in these times.

Thursday, June 19, 2003

Wow, I've had one hell of a bad feeling today... You ever wonder what it's like to feel like you know you're forced to fight, and that you must defend yourself, but run the risk of being killed easily and your friends and allies are far, far away?

It's that same feeling...

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

Not really a bad day at all. Started off with weird dreams, then a strange set of happenstance for most of the day...

Storms set in during the afternoon, as usual, and things really just don't change all that much. My Siamese cat, Sushi, is sleeping on the bed. Probably end up joining her in sleep soon, really tired right now, as it's 3:22 AM.

I would suppose that I've been feeling nostalgic for the past few days. Some things I wish I could say, yet I can't. I know I miss a lot of people and wish I could be with them again, where I belong. One of those gut feelings I get every so often. I just wish I didn't have to be away from them anymore, then I wouldn't feel this way.

I miss the past. I miss where I once was, where I once belonged to, and who I once loved and was once loved in return.

Someday it'll all be right again. Someday...

Monday, June 16, 2003

Sunburn problem is nearly gone, and that means I'm headed to the beach tomorrow or the day after... I need some time to myself and be able to relax. I work too much, and have too much to do...

Hmm, it's getting late.

I haven't posted much here, either... Life just gets overwhelming at times. Thankfully I have one person who's always there when I need her the most...