Speaking with Krystle lately...
"Well, I wonder why all these strange things happened after her death..."
Her
"I think she was really meant to be a guardian angel instead of living here... Besides that, had you met and she died, you would be much worse off than you are now. She needs to be where she is now so that she can watch over the ones she loves."
Having known Krystle for three years... I can safely say that she is my best friend and I trust her judgement and respect her opinions.
I'll be at work and start getting hot because of the sun beating down on me... Then I start thinking of Lynne. The wind starts blowing. It might not even be windy at all, but it starts getting windy the second I think of her... I tested it out and waited a half-hour... Thought of her again and the wind blew over me once more.
Just yesterday I was working at a higher class area of Destin, putting in another phone line for this lady who lived on the street. As I was digging a ditch to connect the line to the phone pedestal, I started thinking of Lynne.
"I don't get this... Why did she have to die? She had so much to live for... Why couldn't I have died, instead?"
Then it hit me...
"If I were to have died... She would have been even more depressed than she was before she met me, and would have died anyhow... and apparently I don't seem to be capable of dying at the moment, so it was just meant to be this way. At least she isn't upset anymore..."
At that moment, a strong gust of wind hit me...
She's still watching over everyone she cares about. I'll never forget her good bye to me...
"I love you Jonathan, and I will always love you. I don't know if you believe in that whole "guardian angel" thing... but I do. Well, you have one now. :P I will be watching over you. :)"
She never did break any promises or statements towards me... My only wish is that we could be reunited, physically as well... But that probably won't happen. I can always look towards the future and know I'll see her again, which is all that really matters now.