Skies Above

My random thoughts, ideas, and just me.

Friday, August 01, 2003

Got a good 13 hours of sleep again yesterday... I keep getting dreams about old high school friends. Maybe I should have kept in touch with them, after all.

I'll probably end up paying for a Classmates.com subscription for one year, then start talking to everyone I really miss... I'd love to talk with Rebekah again, along with Steve, Angela, and some others. Angela mainly, considering the falling out we had in my senior year wasn't exactly pretty. I still feel the need to apoligize to her and set things right.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

"She cries that life is like some movie, black and white, dead actors faking lines, over and over and over again she cries... Don't fall away, leave me to myself, don't fall away, leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands, love lies bleeding..."

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

Damn it all. I screwed up my sleeping schedule ONCE AGAIN. It's 4:30 AM as I write this, and gee whiz, it'll be 4:44 again soon. I never seem to have enough strength to wake up earlier than I should be, as in getting up at 9 AM after sleeping for three hours... I just roll over and go back to sleep if I set the alarm at all. Go figure...

Strangely though, I had one hell of a dream today when I overslept again. Apparently, Michiru was in the dream with me. How she got there, I have no clue - she's up in Canada while I'm down here in Florida. Basically, I dreamt of visiting her for some reason. Her and a few of the other Soldiers. After walking into her home (Invited, of course. I never barge in on anyone, even in a dream.), I started talking with her for a while.

Shortly thereafter, I could hear thunder in the distance. It had become stronger and more audible with every moment that passed. She muttered something under her breath and handed me a sword, a rather peculiar one. Instinctively, I looked out the window, and something shot at me. Ducking under the window itself, I pulled out the sword and said some words, which I can't remember... The sword came to life, sparkling with electricity, and I said something else and pointed it at the attacker, which I couldn't make out. Lightning bolts struck it, and instantly destroyed it.

After that happened, I woke up - with a raging thunderstorm outside.

I know it means something. I just wish I could say *what* it means, without having to elaborately lie to twist the reality of the situation around.

Sort of like what I'm doing, right now.

Sunday, July 27, 2003

So Krystle's been out of the picture for about a week and a half now. I haven't heard anything from her except that her cable modem busted, and that she won't be back until her father gets off his ass and purchases a new one.

They aren't all that expensive, so I don't see what's taking him so long...

I need to make a correction - sailoreagle's blog is actually called Winged instead of Angelica, which I overlooked. She's always being a perfectionist. I like that, reminds me of me. =P

Listening to Toad The Wet Sprocket - All I Want Is To Feel This Way

Well, added a link and deleted a link... Unfortunately, Renegade Realm is dead, so I replaced it with sailoreagle's blog - Angelica.

The link added was Christine's blog, PlanetCrimson.

That's it for today, I think. Wait, no, there's more coming - it's 12:12 AM and it's actually Sunday now.

Err, I think so...

Blarg.