Bloody hell, it's REALLY HOT in here. The air conditioner broke or something, because it stopped producing cold air.

Now I'm beginning to sweat and I am not liking this at all.

Ughhh

Current music... Metallica - One

Quite a nice day today's been... Should have went to the beach while I had the chance, though. The sun is starting to set and it's a bit too dark to be swimming in the ocean. Probably going tomorrow or the day after, I'll see...

Current music: Metallica - Fade to Black

The harder I try to let her go, the more I think of her... I honestly don't see a reason why I should even bother trying to let go. The memories and the lives will always come back in my head.

It really isn't a bad thing at all. It's just difficult to try and hold on to someone you haven't seen in a very long time. Eventually...

You know, I wish I could stop dreaming of her. Much less stop thinking of her. I know *why* I do. I just wish I could stop for a day, maybe two, and get myself back together.

She's out there. I know she is. I feel her. I see her. Yet she's not here.

Why? Was eighteen years of friendship that easily lost?

No, it can't be. It was never lost.

She'll be back again.

...Someday.

Well, I'm over in Crestview (Also known as Crustucky :-) and I'm by the Crestview train station, about to stop in to one of the shops on main street.

Park on the side... Look over to my left, there's a beat up old blue car at the stop sign.

What's it say on the rear of the trunk?

"FUCK YOU"

Wow. I shit you not.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I've got a splitting headache... I really should find something better to do than sit here and stare at the monitor, I think my eyes are the source of the problem.

Maybe going to sleep will help out! I've heard sleeping actually helps a lot of things, but I've never really had the chance to try it out lately... "What's this 'sleep' you talk of? Is it some kind of object? CAN YOU PUT BATTERIES IN IT? OLOL BATTERIES ARE FUN!!!"